It’s been months.
It’s been months since I’ve touched this blog.
*poor little neglected blog*
Soooo:
Today is May 28th two.thousand.and.twelve. [ T- 7 months till alien abduction ]
Everything has been fantastic, except for work. I feel like I’m overworking myself. And frankly, I’m beginning to feel like I can’t handle it. My everyday is as follows:
6:00 am- wake up
8:15 am- school starts
1:00 pm- school ends; get on train.
2:00 pm- work starts
8:30 pm- work ends
10:00 pm- sleep & repeat
I really shouldn’t be complaining. People would kill to have my job, hours, and income. :|
On a positive note..James and I have been together for a lovely 4 months and 11 days ;)
&& we moved in together. *woot woot*
ohh.
This weekend, I met James’s family. They are all too wonderful. Especially his parents. They somewhat remind me of what my family use to be like when I was growing up. I miss my family. A lot.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there; I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow,I am the sun on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning’s hushI am the swift uplifting rushOf quiet birds in circling flight.I am the soft star-shine at night.Do not stand at my grave and cry,I am not there; I did not die.-mary e frye
After Massive Reflection.
For some reason, after I go to massives, I feel the need to organize my life and get my shit in check. I mean in all honesty, I don’t have much to complain about. I have a job, I’m going to school, and I have an amazing boyfriend. But I’ve realized, that I can definitely do things better. During POP, standing in the beautiful lights with my boyfriend, it just kinda hit me… I really do love him. And with that said, I want to be able to share as much of my life as I can with him.
This summer, I plan to move in with my best friend and my boyfriend. (assuming the bff is still down) and to make this happen I’ve realized that I really need to buckle down and stop spending so carelessly. I’m happy to say, I started a savings account today and plan to periodically add too it. On top of saving money, I need to get my license. I know I can drive, I just really need to study and take the test; and then somehow acquire a car.
I’m really trying to keep my goals small right now so that I can really accomplish them. I think I’m gonna start writing daily goals and reflections again so I visually see my progress. I kinda miss having my stuff planned out ahead of time, it makes life so much less stressful.
As for partying, I’m trying to keep it on the weekends- possibly every-other-weekend even. On the real, it costs so much, and wears me out. Don’t get me wrong, I love being a gogo and what not. But I have my future to think about.
I won’t lie, I was bumming hard tonight. But I think in the end, it will all be okay. <3
